WOW, the year barely started and it's already going down hill for me. I just picked up a 2nd job and from the looks of it...i'm not going to have n-e time at all. With 2 jobs and going to school full time....i officially have NO LIFE!!
I wanted to blog because I'm just not feeling well today...I have some feelings bottled up inside that i have to let out...here i go...
I've cried too many times already and the year had just started. Today is Valentine's Day...one of the greatest days for couples in love...too bad i'm not one of them.
This is how i'm gonna spend Valentine's Day.
School: 8:00 am - 3:30pm (get home ASAP and get ready for work)
Work: 6:00 pm - 2:00 am (that's right AM!!)
Today should have been my one yr. anniversary, but it ended up being the day i lost someone special.
My eyes are watering up writting about this...but i need to let it out.
I guess things were already falling apart, my relationship was on the edge. I need someone who can cheer me up when i'm down, i need some one who i can always count on. I need someone who understands, and except me for who i am...but u we're that someone. I am hurt inside, there is no reason to smile n-e more....and it doesn't seem like u care. Let me know how u r.... . |